I Just want a Peaceful life

Chapter 378 Fear

”If the others say you will do anything to save this city, I will believe it. But, if it is you, I believe not even in a thousand years, you will do it.” said Jayna.

”Heii.. That’s rude.” said Angus.

”Angus, we both know that it is true.” said Jayna.

”Well, you could say so. Still, I need some time before I am able to fight this curse.” said Angus in resignation.

”Yeah, but I don’t think you need two weeks for it.” said Jayna.

”Silly, girl. The two weeks’ time is not for that.” said Angus.

”Hmm.. I see. Don’t forget to call me when the time comes.” said Jayna as she knew what Angus meant.

”Sure. Besides, I am just a researcher here.” said Angus.

Then, Angus keeps enjoying Jayna’s massage in silence.

After a while, “Angus.. Can I ask you something?” said Jayna.

”Hmm??” replied Angus.

”Err.. Since when did you become attracted to me? I mean.. When did you start to love me?” asked Jayna uncertainty.

Hearing this question, Angus takes a deep breath and stands from his seat before looking at Jayna’s beautiful blue eyes.

”I will not lie to you, Jayna. I am also not sure when I started truly loving you. As you know, I am a very apathetic person. I don’t even care if someone is dying in front of me. Unless that person has some connection with me, I will never care about them.” said Angus.

”However, you… At first, I also didn’t feel anything about you. At best, I just feel you are a beautiful girl. But, maybe because of your persistence to keep challenging me every time, I somehow enjoyed your presence.” explained Angus.

”Before I knew it, I started to like and want to help you. Still, it took some time before I finally realized that I truly love you. Now, with the combination of this blessing or you could say curse from that damned king, I am completely head over heels for you.” added Angus.

Hearing Angus’s explanation, Jayna immediately hugs Angus while tearing up.

”I am sorry… for doubting you.” muttered Jayna.

”It’s okay. Everyone will doubt me if they know about my apathetic side, ” said Angus while patting Jayna’s head.

”Emm.. As for the compensation, I..” said Jayna.

Angus cut Jayna’s sentence with a deep kiss and Jayna didn’t resist at all. After a while, they stop kissing each other.

”Angus.. erm.. I want you to do that to me.” said Jayna while blushing.

”You sure? It will be more intense than we usually do.” said Angus.

”Yeah, I am sure. I want to leave everything to you. I trust you completely.” said Jayna.

Looking at Jayna’s adamant eyes, Angus could only release a long sigh before nodding. Then, they go towards Jayna’s private tent and start to strip their clothes while having a deep passionate kiss. 

The moment they start wanting each other more, “Are you sure about this?” asked Angus one last time.

”Yeah, I believe you.” said Jayna.

Then, Angus takes out some long clothes and starts to blindfold Jayna with it. Being blindfolded, Jayna could only see darkness, but she could still feel Angus near her with her enhanced sense. Then, Angus put Jayna in her bed and tied her hand.

As soon as Jayna’s hand was tied to the headrest, Jayna suddenly heard a buzzing sound. *Bzzt* At this moment, she can’t feel Angus’ presence anymore.

Not only is Angus’s presence gone, but she also can’t even feel the presence of the royal guard outside the tent. She could only see the darkness and feel her hand tied up, so she started to panic slightly.

Just as she wants to struggle, “It’s okay. I am still here. Now, I am going to flip your switch. If you want me to stop, please say so, or I will keep continuing. If you agree, you could start to spread your legs.” said Angus.

After that, Jayna once again feels like entering into the silent darkness. With a little bit of shame, Jayna finally opened her leg and exposed her wet private part. Then, she felt something touch her private part and instantly flipped her switch.

At the same time, she felt a jolt of pleasure all over her body. As her body gets more sensitive, she feels something keep touching Jayna’s private part gently. Wave and wave of pleasure keep assaulting her body and mind.

”Mmm..” moaned Jayna.

Combined with being blindfolded and her hand tied up, she feels utterly vulnerable at this moment. Soon, she started having an intense climax, but as if didn’t care about her release, she kept being touched in her crotch.

She starts to struggle a little and closes her leg. Then, she feels Angus stop touching her and give her time to rest. Still, this only works for a moment as her body starts wanting more.

A few seconds have passed since the gentle touch stopped, but she feels like an eternity in the darkness while her body carves for pleasure with each passing second. She starts to spread her leg again and her private part gets touched gently again.

This action was repeated again and again, without Jayna ever feeling the penetration. She could feel the constant gentle touch in her private part, which only stopped when she closed her leg. In this situation, she begins to carve and carve more for Angus.

Despite that, she never gets the penetration she wants, even after she begs and asks for it. She feels like her body and mind have started to lose control. 

She couldn’t even connect with Angus through their mental bond. She feels like trying to shout into the darkness without getting an answer while getting assaulted.

Being kept assaulted while not able to get her what she wants, her strong mind defense begins to crumble one by one. Although the touch is gentle, she couldn’t feel love in it like how Angus usually touches her. Soon, she started to cry and fear crept into her mind.

At this moment, her mind went blank and the next moment, she found herself in an unknown space. The space is colored in nothing, blood red blood. She could also see all kinds of corpses in the surrounding area with red-colored blood on her feet.

Jayna finds herself numbed and can’t truly feel her body. She feels like her body is here yet also not at the same time. She immediately realizes that she is inside Angus’s deepest part as she could feel Angus’s presence all over the space.

Although she is not feeling the continued assault and endless torturing pleasure all over her body anymore, she still feels fear in this space. At first, this unknown fear only starts a little, but a moment later, it becomes more significant as it is trying to swallow her.

Suddenly, the whole area stopped. Even the ripple blood in her feet also stopped, along with the fear that crept in her. Then, she feels two arms embrace her.

Feeling the familiar arm that embraces Jayna, she calms down a little bit. The two of them keep standing in silence for a while.

After Jayna completely calmed down, “Want to get out?” said Angus softly through their bond.

Jayna didn’t reply and only nodded her head. Then, the whole space crumbled like a shattered mirror. A moment later, Jayna opens her eyes and finds Angus’s pitch-black eyes looking at her worriedly.

”Angus…” called Jayna as she hugged and cried.

Embracing Jayna while on top of her, Angus immediately gives her a deep kiss with all his love he could muster. Jayna didn’t resist and received it without fighting back as she tried to cleanse her body from the experience she felt with it.

Soon, before they know it, they start to have an intense love session as their private parts become one while enjoying each other’s presence.

Half a day later, they soaked in the bath and relaxed their bodies from their continuous love session. Angus takes a seat behind Jayna while she leans on Angus’s bare chest.

After staying silent for a while, “Did you fear it?” asked Angus.

”I would be lying if I said I was not.” said Jayna.

”I see.. Did you hate it?” asked Angus again.

”That’s… I don’t know.” replied Jayna.

”Good, as long as you don’t hate it. It is fine.” said Angus.

Jayna didn’t reply and stayed in Angus’ embrace.

”Every person always has something they fear. Be it fear of things, creatures, animals, death, or even fear of not being loved. This is a normal phenomenon and you cannot fight this nature as it is like a law of this world.” explained Angus.

”Hence, it is completely fine to fear something. However, you must never let this fear be influenced by other emotions such as anger, hate, or even love. Once this fear is influenced by others, you will be controlled by this fear.” added Angus.

After digesting Angus’s words for a while, “Then, how did we eliminate the fear?” asked Jayna.

”That’s.. something even I don’t know. Some people say we can fight against fear and overcome it. But, the truth, they only managed to suppress their fear while it still existed inside them. No matter what you do, we will never be able to eliminate fear completely.” said Angus.

”Angus.. Are you also afraid of something?” said Jayna.

”Yeah..” said Angus while hugging Jayna tighter.