Chapter 1062 - Can’t Love Anymore
Chapter 1062: Can’t Love Anymore
“You always thought for others, but have you thought for yourself before?
“Your heart is bleeding right now, isn’t it?!
“Xia Junyuan, are you living for others? You’re extremely nice to your family, lovers and patients, but have you ever been nice to yourself?”
Shen Jiayi sprawled on the edge of the bed, her sight completely blurred from her tears so she couldn’t see him clearly. “Two days ago, I already received your senior’s necklace gift. I originally planned to find a suitable chance to initiate a breakup with you. It’s not because you cannot do surgeries anymore and it’s not because you can’t do it anymore, but because I don’t deserve you anymore.
“Xia Junyuan, you’re too good. To me, you’re like the stars in the sky that’s able to shine on everyone brightly. I cannot take you for my own. We can still be friends in the future. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t add to your problems right now.”
Junyuan stared at Shen Jiayi, who was sobbing crazily. “Be happy with Senior in the future.”
Shen Jiayi looked down, only looking up at Junyuan again after a long while. She asked hoarsely, “You never loved me, did you?”
Junyuan pursed his lips slightly. “Jiayi, stop asking about this.”
Shen Jiayi laughed coldly as her lashes fluttered. Everyone said that Dr Xia was the nicest doctor, that one would be extremely happy if they were with him. However, who knew how coldblooded he was. It was true that he would be nice to you, but he would also be so selfish to not give you any love.
Shen Jiayi didn’t know who would be able to conquer his heart in the future. If he loved that person, that person would be extremely happy!
If she was able to feel a little love from him in this relationship, she would never have betrayed him.
However, he didn’t love her.
But was there a mistake in not loving someone? He just hadn’t met a woman that was able to make his heart move.
Shen Jiayi wiped her tears as she stood up. “I hope that you can recover soon! Medicine is so advanced now, even if you injured that important part, it doesn’t mean that you can’t treat it. Please take care.”
…
After Shen Jiayi left, Xia Yanran entered the room again.
A faint light landed on Junyuan’s face, his expression looking a little sad and lonely.
Xia Yanran couldn’t even breathe properly as she trudged slowly towards the bed with heavy steps.
Apart from Xiao Yi’s men or his enemies, she really couldn’t think of anyone who would be so ruthless and cause Junyuan to become like this!
Xia Yanran called Xiao Yi earlier outside the room, but he had turned off his phone. When he left in the morning, he said that he was going to Hong Kong, so he might be on the plane.
Xia Yanran bit her lip, not even having the courage to cry. She was like a criminal that had committed the worst crimes in the world.
Sensing someone walking in, Junyuan suppressed his emotions as he turned around to look at Xia Yanran slowly.
Their eyes met and Xia Yanran’s legs went weak. She leaned at the side of the bed, speaking with trembling lips, “Brother, is your injury related to Xiao Yi?”
Staring at Xia Yanran’s red eyes, Junyuan closed his eyes before he spoke softly, “That morning, when I saw him sending you back, I was very angry. I knew that you wouldn’t go and find him on your own, so I wanted to speak to him.
“I camped at your company for two days until I saw his car coming out last night and I followed his car until the clubhouse.
“He was in the room, so I didn’t see him. His two assistants were the ones who did it, and he probably doesn’t know about it at all.”
Junyuan stared at Xia Yanran, whose lashes were fluttering crazily. He sighed softly. “Yanran, I said that I would take good care of Tangtang and you. It’s not that I want to ruin your relationship with Xiao Yi, I even tried to convince myself to let you pursue your happiness.
“But Xiao Yi’s background is too dark and complicated. You would be in a lot of danger if you’re with him. I would be constantly worried and scared for you. If our Yanran gets injured one day, how can I face our late parents?
“Back then, you selling yourself to Xiao Yi for me had already become a scar and pain in my life forever. I was useless to make my sister suffer that much. In this life, I have no regrets or unhappiness even if I lose my life for you.
“Yanran, I just hope for Tangtang and you to be safe and happy. If Xiao Yi was a normal person, I wouldn’t object over your relationship even if he was poor and had nothing. Do you understand?”
Xia Yanran grabbed Junyuan’s injured hands, using her face to caress his hands. Her heart throbbed in pain, sadness flooding her senses as her tears flowed out. She choked, ” I do, I understand everything. Brother is the best big brother in this world, you’ve never wronged me. I was the one who wronged you. I hurt you again and again.”
Xia Yanran looked up, her teary lashes fluttering crazily. Because of her love, her brother was covered with injuries and lost everything.
When they were young and banished from the Xia family, her brother brought Tangtang and her up alone. He worked many part-time jobs as he studied, sleeping only two or three hours every night. He never bought any new clothes from himself, continuing to wear his school uniform even after the material was worn out. He never ate nice things himself and would leave everything to their youngest sister and her.
He was good looking, being one of the most handsome boys in school, so many girls liked her. However, he would never pay attention to them, all of his attention placed on his studies and two younger sisters.
Their mother had passed away from an illness. At that time, none of the doctors would save her, so his dream from young was to become a top doctor. He overcame the challenges from studying medicine and did his best to save more lives.
But because of her love, he lost everything he had worked for!
It was all her fault.
…
Xia Yanran sold her shares in the newspaper and quit her job as the main editor. For the next few days, she took care of Junyuan in the hospital.
In front of her, Junyuan acted normal, but sometimes in the middle of the night, Xia Yanran glanced at him quietly. He didn’t fall asleep and stared blankly out of the window.
Xia Yanran knew very well what he was suffering from.
Xiao Yi had called her several times, but she never answered his calls. She didn’t reply the messages he sent either.
If the result of her relationship was her brother being hurt forever, she would rather not have it.
This evening, Xia Yanran returned to the apartment to take some things. When she arrived at the building entrance, a glaring light shone towards her.
Xia Yanran raised her hand to block the light. Instead of turning off the lights, that car drove towards her at a crazy speed.
It only stopped when it was a few centimeters away from her.
Xia Yanran froze, then she saw the door being opened and a tall figure getting off.
The figure exuded a strong and dark aura.
Staring at Xiao Yi, who was walking towards her with large strides, Xia Yanran’s eyes constricted slightly.