Because I simply love you

Chapter 265: Lacked trust

*WARNING – MATURE CONTENT*

With one hand, Jinhai cupped Nana’s cheek, and his other hand trailed downwards to her chest while he was covering every inch of her lips with his. Through her dress, he lightly squeezed her right breast, which sent a shudder inside Nana.

Lost in the kiss, Nana flung her arms around Jinhai’s neck, dancing her lips along with his rhythm. He bit her lower lip with his teeth, and as she understood his meaning, she opened her mouth for his tongue to get access inside. Jinhai didn’t waste any time as he swiftly wrapped her wet tongue with his, exploring every space where he could taste her. The ferocity of the kiss was increasing with every passing second.

Jinhai didn’t wish to part from her plump lips, but he had to tend to her body too that was desperately waiting for his touch. In a flash, he undressed both of them. Nana felt a sudden chill as her skin was now exposed.

He unhooked her bra, and her breasts bounced a little that made his throat go dry. He felt her breasts were a little bigger and plumper than usual.

‘Must be pregnancy hormones. Nice job.’ He thought.

Nana couldn’t help but cover her chest as she felt shy, but Jinhai immediately pinned her wrists.

“Don’t. How will I do anything if you cover them?” He smirked.

“You…” She blushed furiously and couldn’t meet his gaze that was filled with desire for her.

A mischievous idea struck Jinhai. He took his own sweet time caressing her breasts and slowly and agonizingly twirling her buds in between her fingers. The stimulation made Nana curl her toes in pleasure, but it wasn’t enough. She was waiting for him to do more, but he didn’t go beyond squeezing them.

Nana bit her lower lip. “Jinhai…”

The corner of his lips curved into a sly smile. “Yes, my wife?”

She was feeling embarrassed, and her cheeks flushed in a tint of red shade. “M-more…”

“What more?”

Nana glared at him. “You know it!”

He smirked. “Well, you have to be honest about it, sweetheart. Tell me.”

She felt giddy in her stomach with the need to want more. “Don’t tease me, please…” She pleaded, her eyes turning misty.

Jinhai bent and whispered in her ear. “Say it. Say that you want me to suck your breasts.”

“You…”

He chuckled. “I will not be moving further, dear, until you say it.”

Jinhai tugged her left bud with his thumb, and she couldn’t hold on anymore. She shut her eyes and exclaimed. “S-suck on my breasts, please!”

Jinhai kissed her forehead. “Good job.” And he took her left breast in his mouth.

“Ahnn!!!” Nana felt even more pleasure build up in the pit of her stomach.

Jinhai flicked her bud with his tongue while moving his head up and down, licking her breast. At the same time, he didn’t ignore the other twin and was massaging and squeezing the whole of it, rubbing its tip, caving it in and out. Nana didn’t understand as to which breast she should focus on.

Going through the valley in between her breasts, Jinhai covered her other breast in his mouth too, coating it wet with his saliva. His already hardened member was twitching on her abdomen as he wandered his hands everywhere on her naked body, feeling her soft skin.

Jinhai went back and engaged her lips into another passionate kiss. They huffed breathlessly, and he narrowed his eyes. “I want you.”

Nana looked into those black orbs that had turned glassy with the desire to be one with her. After what she went through because of Huo Xiao Fan, she never imagined that she would still be in his arms like this tonight. At one point, she thought that she had lost Jinhai forever, that it was only this short amount of time that she got to spend with him.

But now the reality was different. She held his face in between her hands and whispered softly. “Me too.”

Jinhai inhaled sharply. He couldn’t hold on anymore. He kissed her once again before he shifted and parted her legs. He slid his hands along her thigh, kissing and sucking, leaving a trail of hickeys behind them. Soon, he reached the part that he desperately wanted to touch.

With his tongue, he parted her inner lips and pressed it hard on her nub.

“Ah!!!” The sudden attack on her sweet spot made her jolt as if a current passed through her veins.

He moved over it up and down, and she the pleasure was intensifying that she soon wished to release. “J-Jinhai I cannot-“

“Just a little more.” He huskily whispered. While he kept licking her pink nub, he inserted his finger inside.

“N-no! Jinhai, please!” The fingering was pure torture. She wanted more. She wanted his length. Jinhai suddenly thrusted two more fingers, and within seconds of massaging her inner muscles, Nana’s white juice gushed out.

“Jinhai!” She screamed out his name as she released the pleasure. Her body was trembling with orgasm. He licked his fingers that were coated in her liquid. Before she could come out of it, Jinhai positioned himself in front of her wet core that was ready to take him in and thrusted in one go.

“Ahh!!!” The hollowness that she felt of a certain someone’s absence was now completely occupied with his hardened length.

Jinhai grunted in satisfaction as her inner walls were spraying her wetness on his length and tightly clutching it like it never wanted to part with him. As if it still wasn’t enough, her core twitched and was sucking his length deeper and deeper inside her.

“So tight Nana…” He loved every second of it.

He pushed himself up to his hilt, giving in to her core’s demand. Maybe it was pregnancy, but she felt a heightened sense of pleasure coursing through her.

Jinhai then carefully raised her waist, not wanting to give any jerk to her stomach and their baby. He started to move inside her, rubbing their flesh against each other. They sighed in pleasure as their bodies moved in tandem.

Nana wrapped her legs around his legs and locked him within her embrace. Jinhai thrusted harder with every stroke, going deeper than the last time. He entangled his lips with her, once again sucking her tongue.

“Mhnnn….” Nana’s soft moans were echoing throughout the room. Jinhai increased his pace as he was nearing to his climax. He hit her sweet spot over and over again, and Nana shut her eyes, feeling every bit of it.

The temperature in the room rose. The windows were covered in warm mist.

“Nana…Nana…” He whispered her name like a sweet melody. Then he gave one last deep thrust. His length twitched, and he spilled his semen inside her. He groaned in pleasure and saw to it that the last drop of his liquid made its way into her. Nana gasped.

He rested his neck in the nape of her neck. His hot breath was fanning her skin, tickling her.

Nana ran her fingers through his hair. “I love you, Jinhai.”

A gentle smile graced his lips. “I love you too, Nana.”

“I’m sorry.” She quietly whispered.

Jinhai furrowed his brows. He raised his head and looked at her. “For what?”

“For hiding it from you what Huo Xiao Fan was doing. I really didn’t want to. I tried telling you many times, but when that maid would say that they would hurt you, then all my confidence vanished away. If something happened to you because of me, then I would have never forgiven-“

But she was cut off by Jinhai’s warm lips.

“I know. I understand. And truth to be told…” Jinhai hesitated a little. “Even I want to apologize to you. I’m sorry.”

Nana was confused. “Why? You did nothing wrong.”

“I did. For some time…I did doubt whether you really liked Jianyu.”

Nana blinked her eyes. “Really?”

Jinhai was hesitant to say about this part. He couldn’t deny that he thought that he had no place in her heart.

“Yes…please don’t be mad.” He couldn’t help but panic. “I should have figured out why you started to behave so strangely. Grandma told me that you might be having mood swings because of pregnancy. So, I let it go. But then I repeatedly saw you with Jianyu. I thought you were angry at him for the banquet night, but instead, you were laughing with him. Then you were also avoiding me. So…I thought that maybe you had feelings for him that you couldn’t let go. Maybe you really didn’t love me.”

Nana was silently listening.

“I couldn’t help feeling that way. You both were dating before, and you meeting your ex-boyfriend and ex-fiance sparked that insecurity in me. And I couldn’t reason. So, I also got mad and ignored you. I’m sorry.”

Nana grimly looked at him for a while, and Jinhai thought that he was done for. But then she burst out in a light chuckle.

“We are both so stupid. We both lacked trust in each other.”