Chapter 92 - Feeling Guilty. (2)
Chapter 92 – Feeling Guilty. (2)
"Honey… I don't want to be just your husband, but also your best friend, your brother and even your father, therefore I can't force you to say what you don't want to tell me, you're my wife and not my subordinate, I'm silent just to give you time!". Michael said in a soft tone of voice.
Sophia was moved to hear Michael's words, who understood her so well. Even though Michael is a person who is so cold and looks scary. But, what people don't know is that he is the most understanding and second to none husband in this world for Sophia.
Sophia looked down while crying, she knew she was the one who made her husband like this, she really felt guilty.
After that, Sophia looked at Michael's pale face and told him everything about Firaz, without missing a single one.
After hearing Sophia's story, Michael said, "Honey, I'm grateful you met him, at least he helped me to take care of you, he's a nice guy and I've known that since we were in school. I wish I could meet him in person to thank him".
"I'm just confused what to say to you, I don't want you to get hurt if you know that I once promised Firaz and I'm also too busy thinking about what I want to say to Firaz so I don't hurt him too, so I chose to be silent before finishing everything". Sophia said while squeezing Michael's hands then kissing the back of his hand.
Michael smiled as he wiped her tears again. He also said very gently, "Honey, there's nothing to be sorry for! Because in marriage there are not only hugs but also fights, and it's also not a matter of beauty, but bitterness we will also feel. But, next time whatever it's open so that we can work together to find a way out and don't keep it alone! Because we are one body, if you get hurt then I will be hurt even more".
After hearing Michael's words, Sophia immediately hugged her husband saying, "I promise not to do it again! If one day, my words, my actions, and my failure because they can't be what you want, I beg you to forgive me at that time! And believe me your happiness is what I always want to prioritize!"
"I believe…". Michael said as he tightened his arms around the wife he had missed for a week.
Sophia thinks correctly that the key to falling in love repeatedly with a partner is 3, first in love there is trust, second in love there is understanding to understand each other, and the last is openness to forgive each other, love is fragile without all three.
Michael once told her, the key to maintaining household harmony as a husband is to instill the thought that the wife is always right and the husband is always wrong, from there a wife will stop arguing after that apologize regardless of who was wrong first, and according to Sophia, Michael's words right, the proof is when Michael said he was wrong even though it wasn't true, Sophia actually apologized first.
After a while Sophia noticed Michael's body temperature was getting hotter, she felt even more heartbroken and started to worry. She released her embrace, then she put her hands on Michael's cheeks.
"Why is your body so hot? Shall we go to the hospital?"
Michael smiled and shook his head.
"Why go to the hospital, if my medicine is in sight …".
Hearing Michael's words, Sophia's cheeks turned red, her husband was sick but he could still tease her.
"Anyway you have to go to the hospital now, or I will treat you here". Sophia got up from her seat and took the medicine box.
But Michael pulled her hand so that Sophia fell on his lap.
"Michael.. What are you doing? I will take care of you so you get well soon, so let me go! Because I will take the medicine box first!".
Michael instead tightened his embrace as he said spoiledly, "Honey, if you want to take care of me, there's a better way".
"What's that?". Asked Sophia in surprise while glancing into Michael's eyes.
Instantly, Sophia was completely fascinated by Michael's good looks.
Michael put on a pitiful face as he said, "Why are you still asking? Honey, don't you miss me? Don't you want me too?".
Hearing Michael's question, of course, Sophia immediately understood what he wanted. A certain person had started to think something was wrong.
"Hi… Sir, it's indecent. This is our office, not our house. Come on, I'll take care of you first! So don't think anything weird, you're sick after all". Sophia pinched Michael's cheek and managed to escape from his embrace.
"But you teased me, so you have to take responsibility!" Michael tried his best to persuade Sophia to follow his wishes.
"But you need to be treated first!". Sophia said while carrying the medicine box.
Michael pouted so much that he looked so adorable.
"What is that medicine for when you are my most efficacious medicine?". Michael looked up at Sophia who was still standing in front of him.
"I miss you, can't you treat me well?" Michael asked again with a sad expression.
Sophia smiled at Michael, after that she put the medicine box on the table and bent down to look at Michael's face.
After that she put her hands on Michael's cheeks. Instantly Michael was shocked and confused.
Sophia kissed Michael's lips without further ado.
Seeing that Sophia took the initiative first, Michael couldn't hold himself back and then kissed her gently and gradually became savage until Sophia had difficulty breathing because of Michael's crazy kiss.
Michael really missed his wife.
After finishing his crazy kiss, Michael took Sophia to the rest room next to his office, even though it was in the office but the room was quite large and comfortable.
That night they really released the longing that had been held for a week, Michael who was addicted to the beauty of his body, Sophia made him forget that his body was suffering from a fever.
Exactly four o'clock in the morning, Michael woke up and looked at the face of Sophia who had also woken up.
Sophia really couldn't help herself when she was fascinated by Michael's handsome face.
"Honey, actually I have one secret". Michael said seriously.
Sophia was a little surprised.
"What is it? Do you think I should know the secret?".
According to Sophia, everyone has secrets that they sometimes have to keep to themselves if it's for good, and sometimes they will also tell someone they trust if they feel the secret deserves to be heard.
Michael nodded.
"You deserve to know, and sorry I've been hiding it for too long, I'm just afraid you'll get hurt and think about it."
"Then I will listen to it, now say it!" Sophia is getting curious about the secret that Michael has been hiding from her.
"Two years ago in London. I was in prison for one month, because I was accused of raping younger Jhon Fahri's sister". Michael took a deep breath after saying that.
Hearing Michael's story, Sophia was really shocked, it turned out that apart from what was told by Larry, Michael was really having a hard time.
"John Fahri, what do you mean by what I'm telling you?". Ask Sophia.
Michael nodded.
"He is a college friend with me, and we did not get along and now he has come here to seek revenge, even though I was declared innocent but he is still trying to blame me because his sister is still in a mental hospital".
"Gosh…. I hope that woman gets well soon and will testify that you're not wrong!" Said Sophia hopefully.
"But … ". Michael lowered his head before he could continue his words.
"Why?"
"I have a bad past, I was involved with the mafia and killed a lot of people, therefore while in London if Charles didn't remind me maybe I wouldn't be trapped, until I get back with you even though I'm still embarrassed but I want to be a good husband for you and …".
"Stop…". Sophia interrupted Michael's words, at that moment Michael was a little worried that Sophia didn't accept his past.
"Am I that disgusting? I know my past made me unworthy to be with you, I…". Michael really felt bad but he didn't regret at all telling Sophia.
"I told you, stop it…!". Sophia said while placing her index finger on Michael's lips.
Michael also looked at Sophia expressionlessly with mixed feelings.. He didn't understand why Sophia didn't want him to continue his story.