Chapter 40 - 40 - Sexuality?
Zou Yue panted softly as he glanced back at the black car. "Sir, can you go faster..."
The drive glanced back at him weirdly.
Only then did he realise that he used his manly voice. He swiftly removed the pony tail attachments and tossed it in his bag. He did not have makeup or anything on his face.
Even so, he could feel the weird gaze of the driver from the front seat.
'Fan Xui did not notice, right?' he sniffed himself.
.He still had a soft scent of the clothes still lingering. This was the scent from the store. 'I smell feminine. I'm sure he did not even realise it.'
'Is that why..' he touched his tingling cheeks. He could still remember the feeling of his rough finger gliding over them. 'He touched me..... only because he thought I was a woman....'
His happy mood slightly went low. He pouted. 'Why did he have to hate men? This sucks...' he leaned against the seat and glanced out at the sky.
'It's okay. ... it's not like he is my lover or anything...'
He broodingly went back home. His mother called to him again and again, but he was like a puppet slowly walking back to his room.
"Baby, why are you so dull," she gently touched his head.
Zou Yue hugged her waist. "Nothing..... I was just not feeling so good,"
"You sick? Is anything hurting?"
"no..... I think my heart just broke.... a little,"
Hearing this, his mother frowned even more. She gently caressed his head until he laid on the bed. Distinctly, she could make out a white shirt under his coat. It was all frilly and cute..
'Can't be.....'
She gently pulled up his sleeve of the coat to see the top peaking out underneath. 'I see....'
She closed the door behind her and hurriedly ran over to her husband's room.
"Darling, darling we need to talk now!!"
Zou Wei, who was arranging his books, glanced at her questionably. "Can't it wait?"
"No! Now!" she ran over to him and pulled him over to their room.
"Okay, okay lady, stop pulling me," his wife pushed him into bed. He hugged her. "naughty,"
"Not that." she smacked his hands away. "Darling our son... I think he might be into men or its highly likely that he liked women's clothe better than men's..."
"What?" he frowned. "What do you mean? He has never..."
"Listen to me, I saw him wearing a white frilly girly top under his coat... he even wants his hair longer!!!! Do you know what that means?" she sat next to him and held his hands.
Zou Wei sighed. "He might be going through a phase."
"It's never a phase. I've seen many kids like him in my works. They hide their real sexuality and identity so much that they sometimes get depressed. They even get suicidal. Honey We should be accepting of whatever he wants to be. Whoever he wants to be with..."
Zou Wei sighed and leaned down with his head low. "Maybe it's because of his modelling career maybe..he got used to wearing clothes like that.... I mean,"
"Husband. Accept it." she hugged him tight. "We might not have grandchildren, but it's okay. We have our son. I just want our son to be happy,"
"yes.... it's our child that matters." He whispered in defeat. "Where do you think he went dressed like that?,"
"I'm not sure. He went out happy and bubbly but He came back very depressed. Do you think someone bullied him," she whispered, dwindling with her thumb worriedly.
"Who dares!! I will beak their bones," Zou Wei raged. "let's go see who bullied our son."
"Wait wait, we can't just ask him that."
"Why not," he confusedly looked at her.
"Let him 'come out' on his own. We can't force him out," she whispered, gently patted his back. "As for his bullies, I will ask him subtly. If he had friends his age, we could have asked them about our child.....," she shook her head sadly.
Their only child grew up to be an introvert. He never talked to others openly or even started a conversation with others freely. There was always a wall between him and the children his age. So he never got close to any.
After he grew up, he simply just wanted to leave his parents as well. He wanted to become a model so badly. It was the first time he wanted something so badly.
But that industry is very risky and quite out of control. Zou Wei feared that he might get bullied and hurt.
The inevitable did end up happening. His son returned home sick and in tears.
'That fan Xui! I will break his every bone if I see him!!!'
But what they didn't know is that Zou Yue was sick because he was infected with the zombie virus and he was crying because he did not want them to be infected.
Without knowing the full truth, the misunderstanding kept piling up.