Chapter 14 - That You Must Remember.
Chapter 14 - That You Must Remember.
When Liwei heard her question, he looked at her and saw her sad eyes. She was tapping on the teacup in nervousness.
He was confused about why she asked him something like this?
Before they never bothered with each other's affairs. He never expected anything from her but he just wanted her to behave at least like Mrs. Jin and not embarrass him himself anymore.
He never asked her anything but just wanted her to reciprocate the affection of his family who loves her.
His mother wanted Xie Ming to meet everybody and get to know everyone after their wedding but Xie Ming always engages in her phone whenever they went to Jin Mansion.
She always talks back to the guests his mother introduced to her as her daughter in law. After some time, his mother also stopped trying hard to involve with her.
Mother Jin realized that Xie Ming has no intention to involve with them and cannot adjust with them.
She loves to party, so she goes to the party with some useless friends of hers and many times she came in the morning from the party.
She always doubts him, fights with him and always behaves stubbornly.
In the past, they had many misunderstandings and issues but even at that time, Liwei had never said anything to her.
But when his limit crossed, he asked her for divorce but she threatened to kill her if he tried to divorce him.
If he divorced her, her status and demeanor as Mrs. Jin will disappear. So he became crazy when she tried to attempt suicide by jumping in the pool.
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When Liwei heard her question, he kept quiet for some time.
After a while, he answered, " Xie Ming, I am not an evil person, that I wouldn't care if you have died or not. "
"After all you're my wife, although our relationship was not harmonious still I never treated you badly. Did I?"
" I married you because of my grandfather and it was my problem that I cannot bring myself to love you. That's why I also tried to distance myself with you because I don't want to get your hopes high but you always do many things that I don't like just to annoy me"
" And our relationship worsened but I never hated you. And I never visited you in hospital because I know I cannot do anything, and this was the thing I hated the most."
" I failed to protect you as your husband. You almost died because of me, Ming that's why I wanted to divorce you so that you would hate me and live your life and not just waste your life behind someone who doesn't love you back. I never hated you. "
"That you must remember. "
When she heard him, she somewhat felt helpless and pity for Xie Ming and her past self.
Both of them were involved in a loveless marriage.
She could feel the loneliness that one has to suffer in this kind of relationship.
She closed her eyes as tears started flowing from her eyes when she remembered what she had to face in her life just because she loved a man crazily.
She wasn't willful and stubborn like Xie Ming but why she had to go through so much struggle?
Now she has died and doesn't know if anyone even cares about her or not. She was not sure if they had even buried her properly or thrown her out of the village.
Because if it is in Xiao Li's hands than she will prefer the latter.
When Liwei saw her tears his heart ached for her.
He felt a weird kind of sensation in his heart when he saw her sobbing silently.
He could see the pain and sorrow in her eyes. But he never thought that all this has a great impact on her.
He had thought that she doesn't care about what he does or not. But when he saw the sadness in her eyes, he realized that he was wrong about her.
He wanted to say something, but before he could speak she interrupted saying, " I am sorry if I have bothered you before. As I don't remember anything now, I can only say sorry for my past rude actions. "
"Liwei, I can't change the past, but I can promise you that I will not bother you anymore and these six months I will not do anything that will embarrass you."
" I have heard from Yu Mei that I have embarrassed you and disrespected your family before. I am truly sorry for that. I can't say anything to you because it seems it was my fault that we reached to this point in our relationship." she said her trembling voice.
" I don't remember anything but I can just say that I will leave quietly after six months as we have promised. I could leave now, but I have nowhere to go at this moment."
" I don't have memories and don't know anything, so I have to bother you for this period. But I will make sure to not bother you in this period. That I promise you."
He also glared at Yu Mei for telling her all this who was standing in the corner of the living room.
Seeing Liwei glaring at her, Yu Mei hurriedly went inside to hide.
When he heard her, he realized that she was feeling bad for her past rude and arrogant behavior.
He could see the helplessness on her face for not remembering anything and listening to these things about herself, which makes her feel guilty.
After memory loss, he started looking at her with a different view and doesn't find her as much annoying as before.
His heart started to soften up seeing her petite face which was covered in tears.
Suddenly his emotions overwhelmed his senses when he saw her tears.
He stood up from the sofa and walked towards her side.
She was startled when he suddenly approached her.
She looked at him and when their gazes met he felt a strong surge of emotions inside him.
He looked at her in the eyes as his eyes became gentle. He bent down and placed his hand on the handrest of the sofa and held her face with his other hand and kissed her on her lips.
When his thin lips met with her soft and plump lips he lost his control.
To him, her pink soft and tender lips tasted sweet.
Xie Ming was shocked when he suddenly kissed her. Her eyes opened in shock as she stared at him in a daze.
He chuckled when he saw her looking at him with both her eyes wide open.
When he chuckled, she woke out of her stupor and realized that it's not right.
She tried to push him away but her petite body couldn't even move him away.
She hit him on the chest but Liwei held her hands down with the one who was holding onto the handrest before.
The kiss which started gentle became passionate due to her struggle.
He couldn't part away with those soft and plump lips.
Xie Ming who was being kissed frivolously, melted under his body and felt that her energy has left her body.
Her mind was bewildered when he kissed her. She doesn't know what to feel from this kiss?
Does she have to feel happy or sad?
She was not Xie Ming and came to this strange world and suddenly became the wife of someone whom she doesn't even know?
Is this right to just go with it and take it as the beginning of her new life?
But what about the Xie Ming? What if she went back to her world?
Many questions were going on in her mind.
She doesn't know what to feel from this kiss. She never got close to any other man than Ji Cheng.
And her bodyguard Ah Leng with whom she was just a friend, was accused of having an immoral relationship with him.
She was still traumatized by that incident and was worried about what would Liwie think of her when he came to know that she isn't Xie Ming.
Isn't it like lying to him. After all, she was not Xie Ming, his wife.
She was Zhao Ming, who had died and was transmigrated to Xie Ming's body.
When after a while, Liwei broke their kiss to give her time to catch her breath, both were panting heavily.
When he looked at her, he saw her flushed red cheeks and a dazed expression on her face.
He couldn't tell if she was happy or upset but he could see that she was startled.
Liwei looked at her with the gentleness in his gaze.
After a while when she regained her senses, she got up from the sofa and ran upstairs without looking back at him.
Liwei was amused when he saw her running like a scared rabbit.
He chuckled lightly when he touched his lips in daze.
' How can a person change completely after forgetting their memories.' he felt that she was not pretending.
' Was she always like this?' he couldn't believe what was her real personality.
But he liked this version of Xie Ming.