Chapter 516 - Dangerous Thoughts
Yuhi didn’t deny those words and she continued. “But even if that is the case Yuhi, you did your best to change. You tried to find a way to save people even if it meant sacrificing yourself.”
There was something Yuhi didn’t know. During the start of their relationship she went to see some of the girls who were rumoured to have been in a relationship with Yuhi before. There were some hostile and snake-like women. But even those girls said, ‘At least he is happy now.’ Normally when one enters a sexual relationship there is no attachment, and they won’t hesitate to bring the other person down if something goes wrong.
But all of those girls Yuhi slept with, all of them wished for his happiness. When she heard that, Sumire finally understood. From the very start this person has been trying to save people from their pain. Although his methods are not exactly noble, that didn’t matter.
Even Aika-chan said Yuhi only slept with her to make her feel better about herself after the bad break up with her boyfriend.
Yuhi sighed deeply. “You truly are amazing. I wonder why you always know what to say.”
“I think that is because of all those times I stalked you back when we worked together.”
Back then she had a hard time looking Yuhi in the eye, and would often shift her gaze from him. Even when she became comfortable enough to look at him, she still found it hard to speak to him outside work hours. So she would casually follow him and wait for a chance. In doing that she learned a lot about him.
At that comment Yuhi laughed and she pouted. “I am serious.”
“So am I.” He kissed her again. “My cute little stalker had no idea that I knew she was following me.”
“So were the things I learned fake?”
“No, there is no need for me to do that. I showed you everything.”
Despite the normal conversation due to this situation they were in, the way he said that last part sounded lewd to her. Yuhi must have read her thoughts since he kissed behind her ears.
“Wifey your thoughts are amazing.”
“Quite, your shameless behaviour is affecting me.”
Yuhi laughed again and Sumire paused. For some reason whenever he laughs like this her heart beats even more. Normally he gives off this cold and unapproachable appearance. But whenever they are together she gets to see different sides.
When he laughs like this, he sounds younger than he does. There is an innocence behind that laughter.
“So since you have said all that. Do you understand what I truly want to do with you? You always say you have bad thoughts about me, but those thoughts are innocent unlike the ones I have for you.” His eye colour flashes red and her eyes widened.
‘Ah, what was it that I learned in the facility about hanyou’s?
When they are with their partners, the beast inside them is unleashed and they desire to devour everything about them.’
This situation does seem dangerous for her. She still felt a bit sick too. It would be bad if Yuhi lost control. But surely it is too late for her to stop this? Moreover, it’s not like she wants to stop. If she wanted that then she wouldn’t have walked home with him.
Sumire already sensed his heated gaze since they were dancing together earlier. She knew what he wanted and still came here willingly.
Sumire moved one of her hands away from his chest and caressed his cheek. “Both of us harbour dangerous thoughts, I suppose that is in our nature as hangouts. You keep saying your thoughts are worse than mine, but I think you fail to realize how much I have been holding back my feelings for you.”
She leaned forward and wrapped her arms around his neck. Sumire brushed her lips against his neck. “You have no idea how many times I feel like locking you up in a cage and not letting you go. I even have one prepared so you should really watch yourself Yuhi-san. One day I may just lead you there, lock you up and keep you all to myself. In that place there will be no prying eyes, and I can do whatever I want.”
The extent of her desires for this person, he most-likely has no idea. But even if he knew, he would accept everything. Just like she is doing now.
‘If it is Yuhi-san even if I turn into a monster, he will still remain by my side.’
At some point she started to think that way. There are many things she is still anxious and worried about. She can’t certainly say that her mental state is very good. But unlike the past there is somebody she can share her burden with, somebody who will accept everything about her regardless of the consequences.
“You’re right, that does sound pretty dangerous.” Yuhi trailed off amused. “You have a cage? Was that especially made for me?”
Her cheeks coloured at those words and she coughed. “It was made to capture Aki-san’s enemies. But, after I made it I started to have other thoughts.”
“Other thoughts?”
“Imagine locking Yuhi-san up in here and being able to keep him to myself. What sorts of things can I do to him with nobody watching-” She trailed off. It honestly is very tempting. Now that they are in a relationship he would let his guard down more. So it would be easy for her to take him there.
“Well it is only a passing thought, don’t worry about it Yuhi. I am not some kind of pervert.”
“No by saying that your admitting that you are.”
“Is it that weird?”
Yuhi shook his head. “Actually it isn’t. In the first place humans who go through the evolvement process do not just gain supernatural abilities but also their brains develop. They will gain sharper senses and their general view of the world will change as a result of this. Now they have powers that do not fit the norm, naturally their way of thinking will change and so will their lifestyles.”
“What about hanyous?” Sumire felt Yuhi slowly remove her clothing, pressing their bare bodies together.
“Hanyous my dear are vastly different from the normal evolved humans. They have half demon blood after all. They already went through an evolution process, obtaining their powers. But then they go through another one. I wouldn’t call it a second stage evolvement since it branches out from the normal evolvement process.”
“Is there something in demon blood that makes a person go crazy?” Sumire wondered.
“It is something like that, most demons you hear in old legends are beasts without human form. They do not have minds of their own and follow the will of their masters. Here is where it starts to get confusing. You have noticed that hanyous lose control at the sight of blood, and they need to drink blood so they do not lose control of themselves, correct?”
“Mmm, it seems to be more similar to a vampire.”
“These demons were so loyal to their master. Their master thought it would be funny for them to give their blood to their demon familiars as opposed to giving it to humans. This is what happened as a result, it caused a mixture of vampire genes and demons as a new form of evolution for humans.”
“Hmmm, hubby, you’re very good at explaining.”
His lips curve to a smile as he pushes her back down. “I think I am better at something else.” He looked down at her, eyes still red. “Are we continuing? You look gorgeous.”
“I think it is alright.” Despite that calm response Sumire was freaking out inside. After hearing his explanation she is starting to understand why the nature of hanyou’s would resemble a vampire.
It all started as a game for that vampire but look how it ended up. So it would explain her odd thoughts but even then she felt very embarrassed. Now that Yuhi-san knows how weird she is, it gives him reign to do whatever he wants with her.
Yuhi leaned forward and mumbled something in her ear. “You keep making that type of face, do you know it only makes your situation worse?”
What type of face is she making?
“Please do not tease me anymore.”
Yuhi chuckled. “I guess playtime is over. Or maybe it has just started? You should never have told me somewhere, how dark your thoughts were.”
Yes she understands that now.
But since she has already said it she no longer wants him to hold back.
“In front of me please show everything.”
*UNEDITED*