I Just Want to Be in a Relationship

They had only lived together for such a short time, now the cold violence happened, then what would happen in the future? What if Huo Qu’s fresh feelings toward him fade away? Would such silence between them last for the rest of their life?

As the warm water dripping down his skin, Yu Qinghuan wiped off the water drops on his face, and punched on the wet tile wall.

Huo Qu distracted him so much that he lost himself frequently during the shower. He didn’t go out of the bathroom until over half an hour later.

Huo Qu still sat on the floor with the same posture as he saw before entering the bathroom. He even didn’t raise his eyes to look at Yu Qinghuan as he stood in front of him.

Seeing this, Yu Qinghuan got even angier.

He glimpsed Huo Qu coldly, walked into the bedroom as rubbing his hair with the towel, and slammed the door shut.

Ah, it seemed that he wanted to stick onto the cold violence. Fine! Sit in the living room for the whole night if you have got the balls, thought Huo Qu!

But it seemed that Huo Qu really intended to hold such stalemate with him. It was the high time he should go to bed every day, but he remained sitting on the floor on the previous position, without any signs of standing up.

Sighing in the bed, Yu Qinghuan hesitated for like a century, but at last, he still decided not to talk to him.

He scrambled under the quilt, reached out his arms and covered his eyes. The distressed and frustrated feeling suddenly occupied him.

He’d fall for Huo Qu for all his heart and never ever betrayed him, why should he be treated like this? He had tried everything he could to explain this rumor, but Huo Qu still refused to communicate and locked him outside his world.

Even if his heart was burning with full loaded affection, it was now cooled down by Huo Qu’s actions.

Let it be. He really needed to calm down and consider what to do next. He was sober, he was cool-headed, but it didn’t mean he could stay calm all the time. He did have his temper.

He turned over sideways to turn off the lamp, suddenly the door was opened, and someone rushed in. Before he knew what was going on, that man already crawled under his quilt and held him tightly in his arms.

“Qinghuan, don’t leave me alone…”

He was “sued” by this “guilted” Huo Qu? Yu Qinghuan smiled out of angry, then poked him again with his knee. “I left you alone? I was left alone by you! How many words have I spoke to you? You just kept silence for the whole night!”

Huo Qu let out a gasp of pain, but he was still holding Qinghuan firmly and showed no sign of letting him go. “Qinghuan,” he attempted to organize his language, “I didn’t, I really didn’t leave you alone.”

Every time he had fallen into his own thoughts, the voices outside his world were totally blocked from him. He didn’t intend to ignore Qinghuan, he just didn’t hear anything.

He snuggled in Yu Qinghuan’s arms, with his head nuzzling against his neck, “I will never ignore you… I just… I just didn’t hear anything.”

He was just thinking about how to shield Qinghuan from all these malicious people, and how to possess him only.

“You are good at speaking.” The anger in Yu Qinghuan’s voices pacified obviously, but he still held a cold face. “Why were you angry? Give me a reason.”

“I…” Huo Qu pursed his lips for a while, spoke in a low tone with a touch of pain, “I saw that they all said that you had a crush on Wang Chengcheng… I was so upset.”

Although his second brother had already explained about it, and Qinghuan had testified by himself that the woman had nothing to do with him, he was still agitated about it.

He knew it was not right, but he just couldn’t control himself.

Yu Qinghuan felt that his heart was squeezed, the plans to use cold violence against cold violence he had designed just now all turned into aches in heart.

How could he lose his temper? He had already decided to shoulder much, how couldn’t him calm down and speak patiently to him?

“I’m sorry.” He held Huo Qu in regrets, “That’s all my fault. I promise you, this is the last time, it won’t happen again.”

Huo Qu shook his head and replied in a low voice, “It’s not your fault, Qinghuan. It’s me… It’s me…” He spoke clumsily, “It’s my fault, I… I’ve known it was not true, but I still got upset, and…and jealous.”

He raised his head, gazing at Yu Qinghuan sincerely, “Qinghuan , if one day I don’t answer you, it doesn’t mean that I don’t want to speak, it’s just because I can’t hear you. If this does happen again, can… can you wake me up?”

He lowered his head and kissed on Yu Qinghuan’s lip corner gingerly, “I promise…I’ll try my best to…to ignore this sort of things.”

“Huo Qu,” Yu Qinghuan stroked the tilted strand of hair on Huo Qu’s head. His nose was stuffed by the feeling of crying, and the rim of his eyes turned pink. “You don’t need to ignore that, you have the right to get angry. If I were the one who heard that you fall in love with someone else, I would also get angry even if my mind keeps telling me it’s not true.”

“It’s my bad, I let you down and even got mad at you. Can you forgive me, Qu?”

“Of course!” Huo Qu answered in a hurry, “It’s not your fault. I won’t be angry towards you, I will never do that.”

Yu Qinghuan felt both sour and sweet in his heart at the same time. He sniffed slightly, and rested his face on Huo Qu’s robust chest.

For quite a while, he heard Huo Qu speak from above, with full of his heart:

“Qinghuan, I’ll be good to you and treat you better than anyone else.”

“Hmm.”

“So… you can’t fall in love with someone else.”

Yu Qinghuan smiled, raised his head and kissed him back on the lip corner, “There is no someone else, only you!”

“Huo Qu, I am into you.”

The author has something to say: As I have mentioned before, Qinghuan was a gentle person, but short of sense of security, and that was also why Yu Xin thought that Huo Qu was the most suitable person to him. When in a relationship, Yu Qinghuan also could not stay rational all the time. Just like other ordinary people, he also needed the confirmation from his love. When everything was on the right track, their love life was smooth and sweet, but life did include accidents. When accidents fell, there must be conflicts between two dependent individuals. Unlike family relationship, love could not be inclusive all the time. The inclusiveness of love was a lesson which should be attended by both sides. To increase the degree of sweetness in this chapter, I included the reconciliation part. QAQ