Chapter 200 - Soul Mate
Chapter 200 – Soul Mate
Nolan stayed on top of him but stopped pressing his body against his, then he said to him very seriously : "This ability, unique to my family, allows me to channel and transform rage, anger and all negative feeling that I feel in some kind of energy and when I tap into this special energy reserve, I become much more powerful.
Now I have mastered it, and I would say that my strength is multiplied by 3 when I use this ability.
However, I have never needed to use more than half of this energy reserve until now, so I don't know its true potential, and all I know is that this reserve continues to increase.
That day Kelan told me to stop sulking and that he missed Alan too, that's what triggered my rage and that's what triggered this ability for the first time, because no one can understand what it's like to be separated from your twin.
We were always together, we always shared the same room, we used to make our father lose his mind by pretending to be each other, we… "
Nolan then stopped, because like every time he thought of Alan the pain was unbearable, and Ashton then felt that his body was heating up quickly and he saw his gray eyes turn silver.
He widened his eyes in astonishment and he said to him putting a hand on his cheek : "Calm down, it's okay, I'm here."
Nolan then said his eyes turning back to their gray color and his body temperature returning to normal : "I know … Now I know, and as I told you I can control myself now, you don't have to be afraid that I lose control again."
Ashton nodded and withdrew the hand he had placed on his cheek reluctantly, now that he had answered his questions he asked him again : "Why did you say that if we became intimate there would be no going back ?"
Nolan said still serious : "This ability makes me very special, just as a legendary wolf has special abilities that he develops over time, I will become stronger and stronger.
Those in my family who received this ability either died because they couldn't handle this new energy reserve, or they found a person who was able to calm them down even though they were no longer aware of what they were doing.
In my family's records this person is considered as a soul mate, and so like a legendary wolf we can create the mark of the Union with this person."
The mark of the Union Ashton thought, his heartbeat quickened and he heard Nolan ask : "You already know what the mark of the Union is don't you ?"
Ashton nodded and suddenly he grabbed his t-shirt asking him hastily : "Wait, does this mark have the same effect as the one of a legendary wolf ?"
Nolan smirked and then teasingly reached under his t-shirt to caress his flat stomach : "It's exactly the same Ash, with the same possibility of having children if that's what you were thinking of ?"
Ashton blushed and put his hands over his face to hide his embarrassment from Nolan because that was exactly what he had been thinking about.
And as for Nolan who was smiling at his so innocent behavior, he chose to remove his hand from under Ashton's t-shirt so as not to be tempted further.
Because now that he had discovered that his little rabbit was his soul mate, this unique partner that was predestined to him, he had a hard time resisting the urge to explore his body.
And while he was caressing Ashton's cheek to appease him, he was really wondering why his father hadn't told him about this, but he also understood better his strange behavior now.
He was the one who had helped him channel those negative emotions and taught him how to control this new reserve of energy, and every time he was about to lose his mind, he had told him about Ashton … How had he not made the connection before ?
He had even gotten mad at his father a few times because he couldn't understand why he was talking so much about Ashton but each time his anger had subsided and his father had had a smirk on his face before completely changing of topic.
Did the mere mention of Ashton's name have this kind of calming effect on him … He had a ton of questions to ask his father but before that he said to Ashton : "Don't worry my little rabbit, I don't expect an answer from you today, you're still very young to think about this kind of thing, take all the time you need."
Ashton then removed his hands from his eyes and he suddenly asked him worried : "Are you in danger ? Will you die if we don't do it ?"
Nolan chuckled and said to him : "Even if that were the case Ash, you have absolutely no responsibility to me, this choice is totally yours … To tell the truth, we don't have to do the mark of the Union, but since I am a selfish, opportunistic and possessive person, I want you to not be able to leave me."
Asthon smiled at him, he knew very well that he was teasing him, no matter what he just said, he knew that Nolan was a person who cared more about others than himself.
And he knew that if he didn't want to make the mark of the Union with him he wouldn't force him, but he needed to know something else before he could make a decision : "Doesn't it bother you that this person is me ? Before today you have never considered me as a potential boyfriend and now you're talking to me about the mark of the Union …"
Ashton was really nervous now, but he still looked at him in the eye, he was afraid of what Nolan was going to say, yet he still asked him in a tiny voice : "Are you disappointed ?"
Nolan leaned forward and kissed his forehead, he told him : "How could I be disappointed that my little rabbit is my soul mate … Do you even realize that just the fact that I found you is a real miracle Ash … Look, it's true that I never thought about it before but this …"
Nolan guided Ash's hand to his member which had hardened when he had pressed his body against his and he said as he held his hand over it : "This is real, and even through my clothes I know you can feel it, this is the desire I have for you Ash."