Chapter 158
"Jing Yan, I'm fine, thank you!" she stood away from him without trace and smiled gently, gentle and alienated.
The air was a little awkward.
Rong Jingyan also felt it, but just smiled faintly, "Xia Xia is really sensible. It's really good to have such a daughter!"
"Well, Xia Xia is really good. Without her by my side, I probably wouldn't have the courage to live!" Shen Qingqing whispered.
Rong Jingyan lowered his head and smiled helplessly. Then he raised his head, stretched out his hand and gently pulled her over. His eyes were soft and looked at her. "Qingqing, do you remember what you promised me at the door of the emergency room?"
Shen Qingqing was slightly stunned, and then unnaturally moved her lips, "well, I promised you that I would live a good life!"
"Shen Qingqing, you know that's not what I'm asking!" Rong Jingyan was always as gentle as water. She held her big hand with moderate strength. She didn't hurt her or let her escape easily. "You promised me that if I lived well, you would consider the things between me and you, and you would try to accept me and won't escape me again!"
Shen Qingqing's eyes suddenly raised a touch of shock. She thought Rong Jingyan didn't hear this sentence, but unexpectedly he heard it?
How could he hear that?
"Jing Yan, you are very good, but now Shen Qingqing doesn't deserve you. You deserve a better woman!"
"Shen Qingqing, you are very good, very good, you are the woman I want to find!" Rong Jingyan's tone became serious, his big hand slowly fell on her head, his slender white fingers stroked her hair, and stopped at the side of her back brain, "It has been ten thousand years since we first met in the imperial dynasty. Loving a person is never determined by the length of time!"
Shen Qingqing breathed and closed her eyes.
The past scenes rushed into her mind, which made her cold all over.
She knew very well that the torture for so many years was not just pure torture. It was a nightmare. It was all kinds of pain brought by the collapse of her beautiful dream when she was young!
Yan's departure made her crazy for two and a half years, and also frozen her once enthusiastic heart.
After that, Shen Qingqing didn't cry. She just held a pillow and murmured, "ah Yan, my mother is here..."
For two and a half years, she was in a trance every day. In the end, when it was serious, she tortured herself. The ferocious and terrible scar on her forehead was left at that time, and the mottled and staggered scars on her hand were also the result of her self mutilation.
She thought she would never wake up.
Until an old woman came to see Sheng Xia in prison and said that Sheng Xia was her child and the child Anne tried hard to protect for her.
Shen Qingqing is slowly waking up.
But she also knew very clearly in her heart that Shen shengxia was not her child, it was Anne's, it was Anne's child!
And her ah Yan died long ago, long ago!
Shen Qingqing suddenly looked up and looked at the man in front of him. His eyes were cold, but with a trace of pain. "Jing Yan, do you know what I have encountered? I don't know if I can like you as much as you like me. I can't even guarantee to treat you as you treat me. Do you want me like this?"
"Qing Qing, those are over. Everything between you and Huo tingxiao ended five years ago, didn't it?"