Chapter 1384 - Delicate Mindset
Chapter 1384: Delicate Mindset
Translator: RITF_Rain Editor: Chrissy
“I had this feeling. If I regained the memory and power of Xuan Bing, the happiness would leave me at the same time.
“However, if I didn’t become Xuan Bing again, he would die…
“That was why Xuan Bing reappeared, and Bing-er was gone… After killing those people, I returned to the Qing-Yun Realm immediately…” Xuan Bing looked regretting, “You know what, if I had a chance to make a choice again, I would rather be Bing-er forever. After I was back here, every day, I thought of going back down to him thousands of times… I want to be his concubine in the lower realm so badly.
“I want to serve him… to be his maid…
“The great elder of Misty Cloud Palace, the great future in the Qing-Yun Realm… I want to abandon all. However, I know I couldn’t give up on all these…
“Bing-er has been here all the time, but Xuan Bing has her responsibility and duty. Xuan Bing is back, which means Xuan Bing have to pick up the duty! The romance must be put away for now!
“Afterward, I learned that he had ascended to Qing-Yun Realm. I couldn’t help anymore, so I went to find him. For the first time, I spent some days with him as Xuan Bing. I realized… he wasn’t innocent as I thought.
“Deep in his heart, he was not a young lord of a clan in Land of Han-Yang… In fact, he is Xiao Monarch, the famous man who laughs upon all heroes!
“To be honest, it didn’t bother me much.” Xuan Bing continued talking, “I am quite happy about it because it is more possible that we can be together since he is a powerful cultivator. It takes time for him to become stronger, and it is only a matter of time that he will become one of the most influential people in the world…
“I know him so well, and I know who he truly is. That is why I came up with a new thought…
“So I went to you…”
She bitterly smiled, “Then we became sworn sisters.”
Jun Yinglian said, “Why did you want to become sisters with me? Didn’t you think it would be easier just to kill me? Many people had reasons to kill me by then, including the three factions. Even if Xiao Xiao wanted to seek revenge for me, he wouldn’t go to you.”
Xuan Bing smiled, “I did think of such an idea.”
Then she made a sigh, “You may not believe me. I guess I was affected by the innocent thought of Bing-er. I have been recognizing myself as his maid. How could I kill you? Besides… You love him so much. You are his love one in his previous life. If you die, he won’t be happy to live the rest of his life.
“I love him. I don’t want him to be sad. I want him to be happy!”
“That is why I figured maybe I should get along well with you… I admitted I was after something, but I didn’t want to do any harm!” She awkwardly looked at Jun Yinglian, “I just didn’t expect things would be exposed in such an embarrassing situation… I… I felt utterly ashamed back there…”
Jun Yinglian laughed again. She felt that the unpleasantness in her heart was removed bit by bit quietly.
She knew that there was Bing-er, and she accepted Bing-er as Ye Xiao’s concubine. However, unexpectedly, she realized Bing-er was Xuan Bing. It reminded her how Xuan Bing came to her and swore sisters with her. That was why Jun Yinglian felt unpleased about it!
However, to think deeper, Xuan Bing was showing respect to her. It wasn’t unacceptable after all. Actually, if Xuan Bing wanted to kill Jn Yinglian, it would be traceless.
A lot of people wanted Jun Yinglian dead. Xuan Bing would be the last to be suspected!
It concerned Xuan Bing’s happiness, yet Xuan Big didn’t do it.
It proved that she was respectful to Jun Yinglian!
“Sister Xuan Bing… I appreciate your kindness and respect.” Jun Yinglian gratefully said.
Xuan Bing bitterly smiled, “No, please don’t. I did everything only for myself… You don’t need to thank me.”
Jun Yinglian sighed and said, “I could never have thought… The random thought I had earlier actually turned out to be the truth. We… We do love the same man.”
Xuan Bing blushed and said, “I lied to you. I am sorry…”
“I understand…” Jun Yinglian smiled, “If I were you, I wouldn’t be able, to be honest about it either…”
Xuan Bing just smiled bitterly.
That was so true! How was she supposed to be honest about that?
Even if she wanted to be honest, what should she say to make it clear?
That night, the two ladies had a long conversation.
What had happened was done. Jun Yinglian wasn’t annoyed at all. At least Xuan Bing had once saved Ye Xiao from the situation of death. Besides, Ye Xiao obviously liked Bing-er. At the very least, Xuan Bing was quite respectful and nice to Jun Yinglian.
The only thing that made Jun Yinglian headache was how to tell Ye Xiao or lie to him about everything. He said he had a concubine, yet he didn’t know this concubine of his was such a powerful figure in the world.
Out of no reason, Jun Yinglian had a thought in mind. [If his concubine is so horribly powerful, what about his fiancee? Could she be even more horrible than Xuan Bing?]
[And would he be honest about everything to me this time?]
[Did he hide something from me?]
[What if he has more women than he told me? Would those women even more horrible than I can imagine?]
A saying turned out to be a prophecy. It was better not to overthink too much. Sometimes the thought would come true!
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Ye Xiao was sitting in his camp, lost in thoughts.
Jun Yinglian and Xuan Bing had spent half of the night to have a conversation. Ye Xiao was lost in thoughts during the time. However, he didn’t know what he could come up with. In the end, he could only make a sigh.
The relationship between Ye Nantian couple and him was unforgettable. However… it was impossible for them to become one true family.
A contradiction was deep in his heart, which could never be resolved!
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