Chapter 377 - I Want To Do This
Nathasia came out of her disconcerted thoughts upon hearing those three words in the most gentle tone she had ever heard of him.
She felt a lump in her throat and turned her head to see Damien walking away already. But she still asked in a shaky voice, "Why?"
Damien slightly turned his head around and answered, "For everything." And then he walked away.
'Why did you say that...You don't deserve to say that....' Nathasia thought as she only felt even more guilty hearing his words.
Damien went into the only bathroom in the building and began to take a shower as his mind slipped into his thoughts which were in shambles.
Before, he thought that he would get some solace after killing the ones responsible for Sofie's death. But now, he was still feeling a large hole in his heart, and it didn't seem to get any better even after killing Merlin.
Inwardly he felt frustration and anger building up again, but he suppressed them, feeling that these emotions were of no use now that he had vented it upon all the people he wanted to kill.
He knew it was the pure frustration of knowing that no matter what he does or whomever he kills, he was never going to see Sofie again. What's lost was forever lost.
As the cold water from the shower continued to wash down his body, he leaned his head against the tiles and closed his eyes, wanting to see her beautiful smile again.
He remembered how lonely and miserable he felt after losing Sofie. It was as his whole world broke down at that moment. But now he noticed that after coming upon Nathasia and her following him for all this time, he strangely began to feel things he believed he would never feel again.
Despite treating her like someone worthless and even threatening to kill her multiple times, he couldn't understand why she still stuck around him like glue.
He wondered if her determination to get revenge was more than he imagined. But then again, he was sure he killed whoever killed her parents since he didn't leave a single one alive in the military safehouse Nathasia was imprisoned in.
So he couldn't understand what was keeping her going.
*Creak*
Damien's mind surfaced out of his thoughts as he heard the door of the bathroom being opened and looked to the side with a confused expression, only to see a red-faced Nathasia peeping her head in.
But before he could ask anything, the door opened even further as Nathasia timidly came in. But what surprised Damien was that she was completely naked and was covering her private parts barely with her hands.
However, her perfectly curvaceous hips, her skin as pale and smooth as a white rose, and her soft ample boobs being squeezed against her arm were on full display...a sight that could trigger the wildest fantasies in men.
"What do you think you are doing?" Damien asked with a narrowed gaze.
Nathasia involuntarily gulped when her eyes accidentally settled upon his slumbering dragon, not expecting it to look so thick and big.
But then she immediately averted her gaze and looked down upon hearing his question and stammered, "I-I want to apologize a-as well…"
Damien shook his head slightly, not understanding what was going through her head, and coldly said as he looked away, "There is nothing for you to apologize for. You should go and take your rest."
"No! I should…" Nathasia adamantly said and slowly raised her head as she continued, "If it were not for me...maybe you would have been happy now…"
Damien understood what she was talking about and impassively said, "You worry too much. I was with you of my own volition and what happened had nothing to do with you. Now get out so that I can take a bath in peace."
Nathasia bit her lip, seeing how Damien was ignoring her, even when she was literally standing buck naked before him. But he was not even staring at her body nor showing any reactions of arousal at all.
She even lost count of the number of men who leered at her and refused to believe her beauty wouldn't be able to move Damien.
She had no idea what kind of craziness came over her mind to do something like this. But now that she anyway did it, she felt that she had to see this through lest she makes it even more embarrassing to face him later.
However, all she wanted was to make him feel better, and she felt that using her body was the easiest way. She still felt that he would have been able to get back in time if it were not for her keeping him busy.
So she said as she slowly walked towards him, "But...I don't feel that way. I want to ease your pain at least." She hugged his back as her boobs pressed against his and continued, "I promise to make you feel good so that your pain would lessen."
Her voice became nervous at the end as she used all her courage to extend her hand and grab his thick-looking dragon and began to stroke it just as she saw in certain videos which her school friends had shown her.
As a man, Damien obviously had his body reacting to her soft hands stroking his cock as it became larger.
Nathasia raised her brows in wonder, seeing how she could feel his cock becoming hotter and more vigorous as she continued to stroke it.
In fact, she could feel her body becoming hotter as well for no reason.
But Damien's brows furrowed as he grabbed her hand and pushed it away from his cock.
He turned around and coldly said, "Don't force yourself to do things you are not comfortable with. Now leave."
Nathasia's expression became peeved, seeing how he was not appreciating how hard she was trying. Nathasia felt that unless she provoked him, he wouldn't do anything.
So she became even more determined and put her hands around his neck as she pressed her body against his and said, "No. I want to do this. You don't have to think anything of it nor be responsible for anything. Just use me to make yourself feel good. You can at least do that as a man, right?"
As she said this, she stood on her toes as she placed her lips near his. And to her surprise, Damien grabbed her head and plundered her lips before she could react.