Will of chaos

I could remember going to sleep, other than that nothing else happened and I don’t remember waking up, so this could only be a dream or a nightmare.

I look at this macabre mansion and the black fog around it with these countless devil eyes, everything seems very real, it’s not just what I see, I can smell the grass and blood, I can feel the wind already on my skin, I can feel the my heart beats and I can feel the countless presences hidden by the fog.

I can rationally understand that this is a dream, yet there is a voice that never seems to go away inside my head trying to convince me that this is all real.

“What’s going on? A mental attack? Another God appearing in my dreams? What’s this all about?” (I)

“A strong will, I’m impressed…”

“I won’t do anything to you, come in…”

“Who are you?” (I)

“Come to me, I’m too lazy to come to you, I don’t like to strain myself unnecessarily…”

“…” (I)

“Don’t make me wait too long…”

I tried to identify where the voice was coming from, but each word seemed to come from a different direction, his last sentence sounding like he was whispering right in my ear.

“(I don’t have much choice.)” (I)

In that situation there wasn’t much I could do, dragging myself into this dream by force or entering my dream and changing it like that shows a level of power I can’t match, trying to resist would be futile.

I start to enter the door of the macabre mansion, I wanted to at least find out who was coming for me this time, I could only hope that it wasn’t an enemy.

As soon as I walked through the door I was in the middle of a strange garden, the flowers were all silver or blue, there was a lake with strange yellow from which I could smell a fruit that I know also there were a few trees that had strange things like fruits, there were a tree that had bottles of thick red liquid instead of fruit, also had a tree whose fruit was a variety of sandwiches.

I look up where I see even more absurd things, there was just a big silver moon that looks like it was carved with eyes and a smile like a blue light shining inside, plus the stars in the sky form various constellations that came to life moving in the sky nocturnal as if feasting.

“I feel inside the mind of a madman or maybe the mind of a child.” (I)

I remember my previous vision, there was a little boy who drew a pizza tree, this place is surreal nonsense.

“Welcome to my room, have a seat.”

I heard the voice again, but before I could figure out where the voice was coming from, I was surrounded by clouds and before I knew it I was being dragged to a seat on a reclining cloud chair, very comfortable by the way.

“…” (I)

I soon realized that near the pond which I imagine is of some kind of fruit, there was a round bed where a little girl had silver hair, blood red eyes, pale white skin, slightly pointed ears, and wearing what can be described as silver pajamas with blue designs of skulls.

“I’m done waiting to meet you.”

That was the same voice I was hearing from the beginning, his voice may be childish in tone, but for some reason, I can’t associate this voice with that of a child, it sounds wrong somehow.

“Your appearance…” (I)

I for some reason couldn’t take my eyes off the girl, something about her looked familiar, I was digging in my memory but couldn’t figure out where this feeling of familiarity was coming from.

“Who are you?” (I)

“My name is Caitlyn, but you must call me big sister.” (Caitlyn)

The girl who was lazily lying down until now suddenly stands up on the bed of clouds where she is and beats her chest proudly with her eyes shining, her face shows almost no emotion, she reminds a little of Hinata.

I look at her and see that she shows a lot of her emotions in her eyes and actions, unlike Hinata who is of few words, she seems to speak normally.

“Nice to meet you, Caitlyn…” (I)

I stand up and try to hold my hand out for her to shake as a greeting for getting to know each other, but before I can finish speaking I’m pulled onto her bed with a force that could have ripped my arm off, so she climbs on top of me and eyes full of cruelty are directed in my direction.

“I told you to call me big sister.” (Caitlyn)

“I can’t just call you by name…” (I)

“Say Big Sister.” (Caitlyn)

My body was frozen with fear, I felt like the strength had gone out of my body as I looked into her eyes, she wasn’t asking or commanding me to call her sister, it was an implied threat that I wouldn’t find out the outcome.

The only time I felt so scared was when I was in that port city in the Dark Continent during the rise of that Titan of Nature, I was very close that day and I still remember the fear I felt, somehow I feel even worse fear po4 because of this little girl.

“Big sister…” (I)

“Good boy, good… good…” (Caitlyn)

“…” (I)

Soon the terrible presence I felt coming from her disappears as if she had never been there and pats my head as if praising me for doing something right, she was treating me like a child.

When I called her big sister, I noticed her eyes shining with happiness, she even had a slight smile, which was the first time I saw any emotion on her face until now.

“I’m going to be a good big sister, I’m going to be the best big sister, yes… yes…” (Caitlyn)

“Can you get off of me, please?” (I)

As I say this the bed changes shape and before I know it I’m lying with my head in her lap.

“Good boy, everything will be fine now, big sister will take care of you.” (Caitlyn)

“I’ll rub it in the faces of the other two that I found you first.” (Caitlyn)

“…” (I)

“I found you first, right?” (Caitlyn)

“…” (I)

“Who was it? The boring one or the idiot?” (Caitlyn)

“I am hosting Margareth…” (I)

Before I could finish talking I was facing her with our faces inches apart as I was she was grabbing my face in both hands with a ghastly look in her eyes.

“The idiot is dead, Margareth was taking care of her Soul, that doesn’t count, you didn’t meet her in person, so I’m the first Big Sister…” (Caitlyn)

Before she can continue I feel a red light flash and I feel like she hears someone laughing in my ear loudly.

“I’ll trap you in a nightmare for 10000 years you violent idiot…” (Caitlyn)

In the midst of my sister’s curses I woke up in my bed with Margareth next to my bed, there was also a red crystal floating above me as it glowed.𝒃𝙚𝙙𝙣𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙡．𝙘𝙤𝙢