Will of chaos

Pov Nix:

When I passed through the Fairy Gate, I could feel my body, which is made purely of energy in a physical state, being forcibly converted to a state of pure energy.

It gave my body a strange tingling sensation, but I was glad, when I was younger at the time I was still with my parents, I wasn’t able to enter the Spirit World with my mother, that’s because I had a body real physique at that time.

But now that I’m purely a Spirit, I was able to cross over to the Fairy World, that means I can visit the Spirit World one day.

When I completely pass through the Portal, an explosion of energy overwhelms my senses, that’s because I could feel mana everywhere, in fact, I could feel that mana is everywhere, everything around me was made of energy, I felt dizzy with this strange realization for my mind to accept.

Sigh

“I… I can still feel him…” (Layla)

I suddenly felt Layla in my hand completely fine, it was as if she was ignoring everything in the surroundings while keeping her mind on the connection we have with the master.

But one thing I noticed during Layla’s sigh was the energy, it was then that I noticed that my breath wasn’t sucking air into me, but elemental energy from the wind.

Even the earth under my feet was just earth elemental energy and the plants were wood elemental energy, everything was made of energy, the feeling was similar to the real one, but I could feel the difference.

“I have to get used to it…” (I)

“Good to see you again Nix, you look great Layla.” (Hera)

While I was trying to get used to these new sensations, suddenly someone just appears in front of us, a beautiful woman in a leaf dress that we already know before, the Fairy Queen of Madeira, Hera.

“…” (I)

“What is this…” (Layla)

Layla tried to fly out of my hand but landed straight on the ground or so I thought before I saw her appear being held up by one of her 4 arms by the Fairy Queen’s fingers.

“You two are not used to an environment made of pure energy, it should take a few minutes for Layla, but for Nix, it will be strange since there is no spiritual energy here.” (Hera)

“Come.” (Hera)

Before I could say anything we were already in a cabin, I didn’t even feel like I got here.

I look around realizing this wasn’t just a cabin, it was a tree house.

Looking around I realize that we are on top of a tree on top of a mountain.

I was able to see better and better as I got used to ignoring or understanding some of the new information my senses perceived for the first time.

“Incredible!” (I)

As I began to better understand what I was seeing, I was able to analyze the incredible view from where I was.

There were rivers in the sky, floating islands, and even a tree that was flying with large insect wings.

I look down and see in the distance a pool of magma where someone was swimming, I also noticed that some of the trees have moved.

The space around us wasn’t something as stable as I’m used to, it seemed in constant flux as if I were inside an ocean without realizing I was underwater.

“In this place the elemental energy ends up taking the most suitable form, the landscapes as you can see are not divided exactly like entire environments.” (Hera)

I see a desert area with a river flowing over it and surrounded by forest, then the Fairy Queen points in one direction and I see a lake where half of it was filled with magma while the other half was frozen.

“In this place, natural laws do not exist or I should say they are not necessary.” (Hera)

“There is no reason for balance in a place where everything is in perfect harmony, ice and fire are just opposite aspects of the same concept, temperature.” (Hera)

“Don’t fight trying to understand what you’re feeling, just accept things as they are.” (Hera)

Listening to her I try to do what she said, but I realized it wasn’t so easy. 𝗯𝗲𝐝𝐧𝗼𝐯𝗲𝐥.𝗻𝗲𝐭

———–

After an hour of meditating, I was finally able to walk, see, hear and speak normally, this place was giving me a new experience simply by being here.

While I was adapting to the strange environment made of pure energy, Layla was already flying all over the place entering large aerial rivers or dancing along with other Fairies.

Soon she and I went inside the tree house, the Queen of Fairies of the Wood element was waiting for us there, we sat on the other side of the table facing her.

“Was it you who called Layla here?” (I)

“No, she’s just another guide, right?” (Layla)

“You’re right, I’m just here to help you adjust, how did you notice?” (Hera)

“One of the fairies cleaning outside told me you’re not from around here.” (Layla)

“Goddess Aine said that you should come home at least once, I think you understand why now, right?” (Hera)

“The portal, it’s still too early, besides this place might be fun, but it’s not my home.” (Layla)

“…” (I)

“My home is near my master’s asshole, inside that Lizard.” (Layla)

Layla flies up over my head where she sits, so she speaks with absolutely no respect for a Fairy Queen.

“I don’t see a problem with that, your home will be wherever you choose to return but to complete the fairy gate you’ve already created, you should come here at least once.” (Hera)

“You will also have to visit the Spirit World in the future, Nix.” (Hera)

After that we stayed a few more hours until Layla was completely comfortable in this place, I wasn’t comfortable myself, but at least I managed to get used to all that elemental energy.

Soon we passed through the Fairy Gate again discovering the sensation of our bodies becoming less energy and more physical, I was relieved when I returned to the normal world.

Finding the same Priest still waiting near the Fairy Gate, we asked them to escort us back, we were lucky he accepted.